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PostPosted: Sun Mar 03, 2013 12:30 am 
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Hey, Ya'all...Sooo I have been doing alright. Clean, I'm not. .... I'm tryin ta... It's just that... Well I'm gonna....I started to, Truth is, each and every one of you can likely complete each one of those sentences, so I will just not go into all of it. I guess I will be starting myself on Subo soon. When? SOON! I tried to taper and it worked, but I kept coming up with reasons to use. So I am back to using daily... On the bright side, I know how long I must wait till I start subs. I really get all the classic symptoms starting at 9 hrs so I am going to assume it will be safe for me to induce at about 12-18 hrs after my last use. Unless i can go longer of course I will, but not too long BC I KNOW I will use instead.
Thank you LillyVal Orange Doll, Amber, Rome, Want to be Free, Tiny, TJ Will, EVERYONE... Thank you all for the support, for being here, for not judging (outloud) You are all just great. I know there is a great life just waiting for me to LIVE. I am not living now. I am existing. Don't get me wrong though. I am a high functioning user like many of you. Nobody knows, I am completely normal... I mean I have been at this off and on for so long, it IS my normal. I want something guys.... I want something I have yet to discover. I am finally at a place in my life where I am at peace with myself. I have made ammends with my parents, children, even my ex-husbands.. lol. So I feel almost free. The ONLY thing that is a negative right now, is my drug use. I have so much going for me. I am truly blessed for all that I have and all the love around me. I have so much more to give and I really am ready. Inducing always is the hardest part. PLEASE......ANY words of wisdom, advice, pep talks whatever ya got for me, I am all ears...er' eyes :lol: I just need some good people (you guys) that have been here, right where I am, to share some courage. Cuz, right now, I do not feel I have any.....I appreciate you all. This site, is the little angel on my right shoulder.....Except Rome, you are the little devil whispering in my left ear....... LOLOLOL J/K Romeo, you are one of THE best friends on here. You do not think you are above any one else because you are drug free. You are so humble & I for one, appreciate that in you... So... Everyone, thank you in advance & Blessings to all


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Hi my friend. Have you ever considered inpatient detox? I'm in one now, and after fighting it for years I feel like its the best decision I ever made. And yes I know there is the job, the kids, the house, etc, etc. but with a will there's a way. You can induce back onto Sub, but you will probably go through a detox from that at some point again, too. I coined a new term here, I call it the Suboxone sob, it doesn't matter if you're a cry baby or a big, tough body builder. Everyone who gets to a certain point being off Sub (usually around 8-9 days) just sobs like a baby for about three straight days. It isn't fun and I don't recommend it. Not to mention the fact that the people coming off of heroin and oxy aren't going through that. There's something "extra special" about detoxing off of Sub and I don't know why.
So please give it some thought. You're obviously an intelligent and compassionate person. You owe it to yourself to get out of that closet, literally. In the meantime stay safe.


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Im so glad you are updating us Sweet!

Addiction is a hell of a fight with many battles. Its awesome you are recognizing all the good things in your life.
Keep focused on those things. You are worth it and can kick heroins ass!

Good luck sweet and let us know how it goes. Maybe you can do the same thing with sub as you did with heroin?
Just take a small sub dose when you have to. And keep taking less and less........

Whatever you decide, stay safe and take care of yourself.


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