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PostPosted: Tue Aug 18, 2009 9:00 pm 
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Hi everyone, I found this site about two weeks ago and have listened to some of the tapes and have had my with listen to one that helped her understand tremendously my position. I was taking 800 combined tabs a month of 7.5 perc's and oxy 80,s MI and I had no idea how or why I made it all stop but i did. It was being taken meds for chronic back pain but one thing led to another and the next thing you know i am at 800 tabs a month. My doc had no problem writing I just did not understand what was happening to my world and the people that love around me. I went off all of it and started with 36 ml suboxone a day and i currently take 4mg a day on my way to 3 3/4 ml per day very soon. Please excuse my writing because it is not my best asset, Just so you know my best asset is taking to many pills. So its been a long road and a pain full one at that but I am back and functioning. I am truly enjoying life my kids and myself with my beautiful wife. I still have a long way to go but for 45 years old I a am making some progress.

I guess my biggest question for all of the pros would and how do you allow yourself to feel better about your self and think that you are a good person again? I have so much guilt for what I have done to my family and myself.

And yes I am in counseling once a week and it helps a lot but i just cant seem to get past that being a bad person thing or feeling the way people portray us.

Any input or suggestions would be welcome and greatly appreciate. If i could help anyone get to ware i am I would be happy to do so as well.

Looking forward to getting some emptiness filled via talking on this site to people who have walked in my shoes.

Also is their any sites that have voice chat rooms? I would love it with a meeting setting with rules and no typing just talking via a headset and mike with organised talking like a real meeting but on line.

Thanks for listening,


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